Fear drives around me. Fear lingers me. Fear is my new friend. Fear completes me.

Been through 2 days of hell and unconditional death. wonders if this is the starting of the end, or the end of the beginning...

I have faith in this relationship. but. I just feared that i'm being replaced in your life by someone else... soon...

I really hope that things wont get awkward when we meet up again... wait.. are we going to meet up again? :/

I know, that trust is gone... but will it jeopardize our relationship? Most importantly, happiness?

I still wanna try... I'll still remain loyal... still...

for the fact that i love you so much...

people say that the first quarrel will take place 3 months into the relationship. true. we fell for that. And people say, most relationship will end in 4 months time.... will we fall for that one?

i hope not.

loving you always,

Chris

♥