I know i'm supposed to be asleep, but yeah. ended up ranting to my blog instead. forever buddies. (Y)

got back my MT Olevel result today. B3. damn happy. I was even happier, when i texted my dad, and he said this,

"Wow... That's good!! keep it up man... "

and hell yeah, i cried when i receive that... For almost 17 years in my life, my dad finally praised me. To many, it may just be a trivial thing. But to me, it means a lot...

Many teachers were shocked to see me crying... as in, astounded...

yeah. today was great... was.

i just dont know why. been having mood swings lately. although i'm not a girl. lol.

Been feeling very lonely these days. very. i ... just cant seem to feel contented... its like, i really dont know what i want.i dont know  what can cheer me up. Really. Have been losing out of control lately. 

Sometimes, you can just describe the words that people say. There are people, who say things, and their words are like, expired sweets. The wrappers are still intact, but the inside, are just plain crap. Some people are even better. Their words, and actions, are like,  sugar-coated acids. 

whatever it is, i just dont know... been feeling kinda down for the whole week. everything about me was facade.

shall end my rants here. i dont wanna trouble my blog.