it's not easy, waking up, and having to attend to your broken heart while doing your daily stuff... its never easy.... 

you hold the spell to my happiness, the key to my heart, and but, you also unlocked my Pandora's Box...

there's nothing that you'll like about me now.

looks? i look like a total loser.

Money? i dont even have a car.

personality? well, you know the true me already.

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being in a relationship without mutual trust, is like building a house without concrete; both can and will fall over a small thing....

but that's not the thing.

the thing is, how am i suppose to continue this? start all over again, or just... well.. take a break?

Someone, please save me...

because it's not easy being me...

moreover, 

no one truly understands me...

it hurts, but...

it's the truth...

- confused, and lonely... and dying. . . 

it's never easy being me... and it'll never be. . . .