I'm sorry.... for everything...

i.... dont wanna break....

but..if that happens....

i'll be lucky that i will be able to wake up the next day....

the gate of hell is opened throughout the whole month anyway....

my stomach's churning from hunger. Just like how it was a few days ago.

But my heart's bleeding, for forgiveness.

and my soul's thirsty for you love.

hope my mum understand how i feel, even though i didnt tell her what's going on.

I shall not eat anything until i...hear something from you...

afterall, its my heart that hurts more, not my stomach...

its okay, its alright..

everyone will die anyway...

i dont think dying for someone you love its silly...

its just shows how much you are willing to sacrifise for them.