It's me again. Yes, ranting the stuff in my head...

it's 11:30pm. Jc life starts tmr. . .

I cant sleep. so many things running in my mind. it's killing me. slowly. every single damn thing.

feeling v useless, and all these emotional stuff cant just... easily end... it sucks.... its really killing me from the inside, just that its gonna be a slow death.

really need some motivations in life... really.. really... idk.. i dont really know what i want... full of mixed emotions...

it's like, i know i've done my best in everything, and really have tried my best, but it just seems that... while i did my best, i was expecting 'about-the-same-thing' from......yeah....
i really dk why am i suddenly turning into a freak.... idk...

i've no idea when my time will come...

maybe i should just .. think about what i've done.. and then just go and die.