Dad,

If you're gonna take away my phone for the rest of my life, well, so be it. :)

Maybe, i'm already going to meet my life expectancy. well, who knows right?

Hmmm, afterall, i did not really regret for being "a part" of the family...

I wont fall for your condemnations or whatsoever. 

Because it doesn't really matter if you still love me or not. as a child, or as a pest.

Well, if there's a contest for "The Worst Dad Ever", i'll really give you my support to participate.

Because i believe that, you wont be winning the Consolation Prize - more likely to be the winner of the contest.

I just love the way you condescend other people; because it will actually be my weapon against you in the future.

There's this saying: "what goes around, comes around".

Hell yeah, i'm sticking to that Principle of Life.

I know, you know, and everybody knows that you're a GOD; Nothing can go wrong, nothing will go wrong.

You thin you're always right. Well, if you think so, then there's nothing i can do about it.

Because, in YOUR eyes, i'm just a jerk - impulsive, rebellious, useless, filthy... the list can go on for days.

Nothing that I'll ever do, will be right. Nothing.

You're the Supreme Commander, My Master, My Lord, The Further.

and i'm just another slave. Because it'll be a shame for you, if you were to introduce to other people that i'm your child.

anyway,

even the Black and White statement of the Birth Certificate says i'm your Premarital Child.

That too, doesn't have any link that i'm your Legitimate Child.

Well~

i'm just wondering...

if having 1 child lesser in the household will do you any good.

maybe, you'll even celebrate to that uh?

Hmmm, since you're happy,

i shall force myself to be happy then...

hmmm, but i really have no other options, if i'm gonna run away from this house.

As in, place of accommodation, daily necessities....

I mean, come on. Who's gonna fund them for me right?

hmmmm,

suicide wont do any good also...

i dont wanna leave that special someone...

really really special... hmmm...

i'm in a dilemma...

but whatever the outcome is,

i'll still hate you dad.

if i were to die,

i'll make sure that i'll haunt you, and ruin this family apart.

because i was the one who bonded this family,

when you and mom quarreled a year ago.

but i also think that my mum's kinda dumb

I mean, she should have gone for the Divorce Case last year.

never the less,

i shall end my rants here.

for those out there,

you've just wasted about 5 mins of your life, reading a post that totally dont concern you.

but thanks still.For reading.

sometimes, i really want to donate my soul to those people that's dying in the African Continent - they deserve to live more than me.

but,

its the addiction for someone...that draws me back from doing that...

i dont think, that that addiction will ever dissipate.

in a nutshell,

i'm dying from living this life. . .

sorry...

to "you-know-who" . . . .

But this is my life. Its my fight...