Hihi! ^^ 

Suddenly woke up, cuz my room's a north pole.. :((

Talked to huns just now... as in, SMS.

was actually discussing about child names! haha! so cute right? HAHA! XD

then we talked about other thinfs too! hehe. ^^

love her ttm. ♥

chiao~ ^^

Dear " Someone ♥",

    I miss you like crazy... :'(

  Can we spend time together again? :X

Sincerely,

Chris

i really still feel that you're still angry with me.. :((

All i know is that, i'm really really sorry for what i've said. As in, i didn't really mean to hurt you or whatsoever, but its just that, i really really care about you. Its not a cliche, but its really something that comes from me myself. I really wanna share your burdens with me, because i wanna be there whenever you need me. I really really do. I really really do love you a lot. In fact, i can say that i really love you more than i love myself. Really.

I talked to a friend while on the way home. She told me that one of the biggest mistake on guys is that, guys have very strong tendency to become really sticky and over-protective, as that is how they show their care to their companion. Definitely, i know i fall into this category. Maybe, i wasn't such a good bf afterall. No Action, Talk Only.

I should really have been more sensitive towards your situation just now, but i choose to be nosey, and demand things to be told. I must have been a selfish person... maybe that's the real me.... no one knows right? 

in short, if i had hurt you or whatsoever, i'm really really sorry.. :( dk whether you see the sincerity from this... sigh~

nevertheless,

Love you.

♥

tired from studying.... but i know that its gonna be worth it...

i kept imagining myself in my dream job. Its the goal that attracts me the most. I definitely gonna earn more than my dad if i take that job. then, i keep imagining that one day, i'll go to my dad and shout at him, "In Your Bloody Face", cuz i'll be just earning more than him...

just wait and see...

and then i can live happily ever after... with my dreaaaam gurl~ :3

love~~~~ you~~~ :) 

♥

I REALLY THINK THAT YOU'RE SO DARN CUTE WHEN YOU BLUSH!!!!!!! OMG!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! SHOULD HAVE TAKEN PICTURE OF YOU AT THAT MOMENT MAN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! KYA~~~

love you love you love you!!!!!!!!!~~~~~~♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥

Hey. My name is Chris. I've lived closed to 18 years in this filthy world.

Yes. its me. I'm just experiencing a PMS, or mood swing.

Disappointment will forever be my best friend. He'll be there for me, anytime, any where, any occasion. Never leave me, never turn his back on me. He's a great, life-long friend that i'll have.

Yes. I'm disappointed at myself. I got angry too easily, and i'm too sensitive, i've to admit. A little bit of stark, harsh words can simply turn me off. I used to think that we should treat others with lots of respect. By not using harsh words, and tell them nicely. Hence, i got turned off easily when people condescend me. 

This kind of attitude that i had, is actually the kind of attitude that abhor the most about me. I can see in others' eyes that i'm just nothing, but someone who wanted to be treated like a king. Always think that my perspective is the best amongst the rest. 

I used to give some wisdom to my friends when we reach a disagreement, back then. But overtime, i become as corrupt as them, often being nefarious. Now, my coup de grace in any argument is either a deaf ear, or egregious usage of vocabulary on others. 

And yes, i won the argument... in a selfish way...

i gotta change. really. 

i'm not pin-pointing on anyone else... except me...

Maybe this whole thing is happening to me, because , well, maybe i'm just confused. 

I'm just a confused, young man, with immature thoughts and everything. really. 

I really, do not know what caused me to be like this. Maybe i'm just seeking attention? I don't know. I mean, its me. 

I think i really need alot of time on my own... maybe should go somewhere further. Maybe Changi instead of Clarke Quay on every Fridays. . . .

sometimes...

i just fell that...

someone should give me a gun, and i'll pull the trigger. . .

Done. Problem solved.

Shall go to school tmr with a smile on my face, as usual. . . 

shall end my rants here.

hey girl~

IReallyLoveYouVeryMuch.IdkIfWeCanBeConsideredIfWe'reInDeepR/nOrNot,ButICanPromise

YouThatI'llReallyLoveYouDearly...

ButIKnowThatIfWe'reToSeparate,BothOfUsWillBeTerriblyHurt...

and and,

IDoRatherTellYouTheTruthAndFeelEmbarrassed,RatherThanBottlingUpAnd BOOM! ThingsHappens.ButYouGottaTrustYourselfTooK?

ILoveYou

♥

:)

sports fiesta was a total fun with kenny, jun jie, hong kai, wei han, joshua, and sean kee. Escaped from CCAB at around 11? hehe. damn cool sia. Damn fun... never escape from school event before. hehe. hope teachers dont call my parents? HAHA!!! 

homed, and then went to Clarke Quay again... i think i can just keep doing this every friday... hehe.. went around the Central Mall there... looked for smth to buy for honey.. well, window-shop. hehe. cuz that can just make me feel happier. hehe. :) wish honey was there~  :(

went to walk walk walk around... there the seafood restaurant has nice menus, and scenery... not to forget the "nice" price too.. =.= maybe shall go there on our 1st year anniversary? hehe. :) gotta start saving then! haha! :D

while otw to tuition, otp-ed with honey... i just like her sweet, delicate voice... never fail to make me smile.. :)

If kisses were water, I will give you an ocean. 

If hugs were leaves, I will give you a forest. 

If life were a planet, I will give you a galaxy. 

If love is life, I will give you mine.

love you baby girl~

♥

you dont have to treat me like i'm the only boy in the world. as long as i'm the only boy in YOUR world, well, that's all that matters... :)

love you!

♥

"i dont wanna be without you girl ~"

"24/7... my heaven."

"i miss you..i need you.."

"i just wanna stay with you, baby~"

"I dont know, but my heart's saying you're the one for me"

"i cant stop; love love love ~"

"you're the one~"

"you're my destiny"

"oh my, Super Girl.."

"good person; you're the one that taught me how to love.."

"i want nobody nobody but you~"

"everyday i think about you. every night i wanna be with you~"

"dont worry baby, now i'm falling in love... with you."

"just wanna be with you"

"i can't stop loving you"

"so beautiful my girl~"

"baby.. i need you~"

"listen to my heart.. beat. that's beating for you.. you."

"i just wanna kiss.. i never wanna miss.."

"no matter what happens.. even if the sky's falling down.. i promise you... that i'll never let you go..."

^^ lyrics from kpop songs.. not all. hehe... ^^

today chatted with honey. for, i think 1h? lol. love her voice ttm ^^.

hehe. talk to her, only makes my day...

btw, went through NCO photos... i really.. miss my crazy NCO-ers. as in... whole... when i log into Facebook and view the photos... i cant help but to cry... its really an awesome experience... sigh... i really hope the ppl from 36th batch will visit the 37th batch this year... i really miss them... really feel like crying.... sigh... :(

till here! stay beautiful!

loveee you. ♥

yawn~ so tired... but lazy sleep.. :B

hmmm, kinda "worried" that there's someone else that knows how to dance BEAST's Fiction... i better start to choreograph the dance soon.. :X

hmmm, ya. last year, he finish choreographing SHINee's Lucifer ahead of me. not gonna lose to him this time round. :B

hehe. motivational workshop, hmmm, not so fun motivating. but the last day (today), geok teng's and rizuan's speeches touched me the most. i've feelings too kay! haha!

hmmm, ya. quite a loooooong day today, and yet, principal didnt gave us half day tmr.. wts.. =.=

haha! pawn-ed honey today, by texting her an "urgent" message. hehehe.. :P

till here!

chris.

there'll be two things in my mind now:

1. HER ♥

2. Foreign Exchange. . .

:)

HEY BEAUTIFUL!!!

i miss your voice... :'(

hehe. back from tuition~ :D

went to play wii after exam... at my house lah. duh. =.= 

then, went do some aquarium stuff, then go town area ... alone...

yes, i'm lazy to tilt the image.. lol..

damn ghostly ... the atmosphere.. as if, time just stood stilll. its eerie... but yet, emotional..

yeah. had a great time there alone... at least, my mind doesnt feel heavy anymore.. :)

then went to Plaza Sing. walk walk around, then suddenly got the thought of buying smth for honey for 1st anniversary gift. so, yeah. bought smth perishable, due to some reasons.. :/

hope she dont read this post till i gave her the stuff.. :/ HAHA!

its nothing expensive though... since plaza sing got nothing much.. =.=

haiz... exams over ready... means no more early dismissal.. :( 

but the thing is, i'll miss the fact that honey will send a reminder to sleep kind of thing.. i think its cute. :3 hehe. 

i mean, by looking at the past 3 years, life's shit. yes, i have friends all those, but no one really understood me. If one day i were to die, no one will care right? no one will even bother.

that's why i'm damn happy to have her now. :) i feel more cared for, and more belonged [ other than NCO-ers, of course :)   ] . there's at least someone that i can finally rely on, and care bout my well-being...

idk if anyone bothers to read this, but who cares? :)

haha! loving YOU always!

chris

♥

yawn~ lazy to study... so i blog... hehe.. :)

talked to her on the phone yesterday.. around 5 plus i think?

haha. her voice really so freakin darn cute. sound like my first gf (but that's not the point). It sound like, erm, how to say. erm, like small kid like that.. :B hehe... darn cute. ^^

haha. didnt really talk much. crapping around basically. but it was fun... cuz i miss her voice... :'( aww...

haha! :) sorry viewers. if i get too mushy or what. afterall, this is MY blog. not yours. :) so, if you're discontented, there's always the little red X button at the top right hand of the page. :)

hehe. really love her loads.. She's my fourth gf, and i hope she'll be my last? :) haha!

last long baby~

love you. ♥

No matter how far the place we'll go...

The places that we'll go....

you and i will always be together... :)

hi. just a random post.

i love my girl v much. hehe... :B

v v v v v vv  much~~~~~~~

dont want share with others... XD

anyone try to steal her, i'll haunt your dreams EVERYDAY. :)

haha!!!

k. bye.

love you baby ^^ 

HEY GIRL! :D

Remember what date is todayy? :DD

HAHA! 

time flies when having you around...

although we cant go out for this together,

hmmm, maybe we celebrate it another day?? :)

haha! hmmm, dk what to get for you for this manz... :X

i just got a felling that his will last long...

and hmmm, we should really dont listen and be affected by "third-parties" anymore.

k? enough seeing you suffer already... :(

sooo uh, stay young, stay happy yo! XD

happy 1st annv. baby.

Love you.... ♥

something dedicated for you:

Scorpio is probably the most feared and yet the most revered sign of the zodiac. Most Scorpios would not hurt a fly for they are as gentle, caring, and generous as they can be hard, cruel, and mean. It really depends how they are treated.This is a sign which demands respect and usually gets it. Scorpions are highly sensitive, emotional creators who are so easily hurt that they cannot bear to show their feelings for fear of being ridiculed.Scorpios develop from an early age the ability to control such outer expressions of emotion, and remain dry-eyed. Scorpios do not forgive easily, if even at all, and are capable of holding a grudge for the rest of their lives. Scorpio subjects are hardworking, generous, and very determined. Once they begin a task, they will be dedicated to finishing it.Thye can become obsessively devoted to a person, a cause, or a project.

this is what most people dont get it...

(OMG! Scorpios are compatible with a Virgo!! kya~~~ XDD)