Wednesday, October 26, 2011

been surfing the net for almost 2hrs already, despite the fact that my Os is tmr...

was surfing on how to save our relationship.

really.

i've so many things in mind right now....

because i wanna save this relationship very badly...


i really do..

why?

because i love you.

i may have broken your promise twice, but...

i'm keeping on my word that i'll love you....

Saturday, October 22, 2011

Dear God,

i really don't want this to end...

please?

i know it's selfish, but...

i need her. I want her. I love her. Like mad.

Just... one more chance, God... please?

One... LAST one....


i'm begging you.....

Friday, October 21, 2011



A day, full of Reflections, and Prayers . . . 



Thursday, October 20, 2011

Dear Lord.

Time flies when we were together. I never wanted to hurt her so badly. Lord, i know i was wrong, but will get a second chance? I know my words may pierce, but she she knows what i'm feeling too? Lord above, please give me strength. Please give me strength to carry on living. Please give me strength to carry on learning during these crucial moment of my life. Please give me strength, the strength i need to fight to carry on this relationship. Lord, i dont want this relationship to end as fast as how it started.

Lord, have i done everything that i can? have i sacrificed everything that i could? have i done anything else that i should be able to do? have i done everything?

Lord, i want to smile again with her. I want to get back to the times, like how we used to be. Lord, it was beautiful. It really was.

Lord, i think, i really have learn an important lesson from this Lord. Please, give me one last chance. Please give me just another chance to be with her, smiling again, together. As a couple.

Lord, i really love her very much. I really do. Please tell me she feels the same towards me. Please tell me that I'm the only person in her heart. Please tell me that she wants me as much as how i want her back. Lord, please just tell me what i need to know. Please tell me that they are, to my favors.

Lord, there was a time, in which, we thought of conceiving children, together, and they'll be Your child too, Lord. Lord, please, please tell me that this, will happen, only between me and her.


Oh, Almighty Lord above, I will accept this lesson as the outmost warning Lord. Please, Lord, if being with her, again, is against Your will and Your plan, please just ensure me that she's going to find a better man, not a jerk like me. Lord, please just make sure that she'll be as happy, or even happier, like how she was before we started this relationship.

Lord, i need Your strength. I need Your assurance. I need You Lord. Please give me Your strength. Please give me Your assurance. Without you, i'm just another soldier, fighting a battle without any armor. Lord, i want to kneel before you, and ask for Your forgiveness Lord. Please, give me one last chance, and transport me, back in time, like how we used to be. Lord, please don't let my prayers and cries at night go unheard Lord. Lord, as i'm fighting for the one that i love, I also leave my love life under Your control Lord. Please guide me.

Lord, I am begging You.

I need You, Lord.

Lord Jesus Christ, please give me Your strength for me to go through this battle.

Thank You Lord,

Amen.

Tuesday, October 18, 2011

feeling worst than shit now.......


just let me die alright?

Monday, October 17, 2011

I know i was very angry. but i didnt know that my words were too overboard...
if "sorry" was of no use,
then, please accept my apology in the form of blood....

i'll feel better then...

" if you're ok, then i'm ok "

it applies for the exact opposite.

I do rather lose my life than losing you.

Saturday, October 15, 2011

i feel bad... i really do... :/
hope you wont leave me alone...
pls?

i just... dont know who to love anymore if you're gg to leave me..

Thursday, October 13, 2011

shall go out soon. alone. as usual.

bored. O's coming. kinda prepared though.

miss you.

enjoy your charlet....

Saturday, October 8, 2011

I'm proud to have a Suzy look-alike.
But i'm more proud that i'll have that person forever. ♥